I should have heeded his warning and kept my
distance.
You first were expecting corruption underneath silks and beads.
But after the kindness and obedience, loyalty turned too much,
too soon.
Perturbation reigned shortly thereafter until I selfishly took
it from you, took you, tucked in you, fucked in you, fucked you,
And then returned.
Rough and tumble lust didn't host your oohish afterparties, so I'm
sorry I didn't show and didn't want to show after saying I'd come,
and then returned.
Time in scarves and streets playing sweetness, but I'm a notknown.
And you were too, so I thanked you for your honesty not a moment
too soon.
And I reserved the right after the months' deceit to call you
a cunt and instruct you to maintain what was the most civil
distance.
"She's a big bowl of crazy" sounded appetizing initially.