"We're not talking right now. But I don't know why."

I'm no idiot, but I am (yes) ignorant.
And the confusions and questions
driving my mind from mind
from day to day to day today (I am)
curious of finding responses and A's.
that might come to mean
somethinganythingsomeoneanyone.

And those C's and Q's are only stop-- by my
obscure and countableononehand
securities and alrights.